ありがとうさよなら、2011。よろしくお願いします、2012。

So it's New Year's Eve huh ;A ; ...
OTL I'll miss you, 2011
Only God knows how scared I am to start my 2012 session ._.
So I'm going to spam about what I learn/discover in 2011 and brag about mah lovely that-kun 8) //SHOT
Seriously u.u

*ahem*

The goods and bads start here:




- I discovered that I can be super emo whenever I see a tear-jerking movies/animes/dramas and I can cry until the next day. Stupid.
- I learned that the closest person to me among of my family members is my younger brother.
- I hate my old self.Trying to be cute everytime and won't be true to self and always depending on others and so weak.
- I discovered that I am scared of the future.
- I discovered that I'm scared of death the most. I went berserk whenever people talk about it.
- I discovered that I'm a paranoia.
- I discovered that I can be really nasty and mean when I'm on my period.
- I discovered that I'll be the happiest whenever I make people happy.
- I learned that love is stupid but the most important thing in our lifes.
- I discovered that mom, actually, wants me to be like my sister though she didn't say anything about it.
- I learned that learning Classical needs to spend a lot of money.
- I discovered that I hate people who is TOO nice.
- I discovered that I am pathetic 8D
- I discovered that I'll be super aggressive and angry whenever people talk bad things about my favorite people (NNDs, friends, family etc).
- I learned that fans are super scary when they are too obsessed about their biases. I'm one of them soo ;D
- I discovered that I have voice and face fetish ;A;
- I discovered that most of my favorite anime/drama characters are wearing glasses and black hair.
- I learned that pianos are fucking expensive ._.
- I discovered that I hate singers who depends on their parents to make themselves popular and not by their own efforts.
- I discovered that I will automatically hate the people my friend hates.
- I discovered that I like when people depend on me.
- I discovered that I hate when a person commented/critics my works if they aren't a professional people.
- I discovered that it's hard to be honest to self.
- I learned that Classical is the most beautiful music in the world. I once hated Classical and orchestras when I was little because I found it very scary and mysterious .___.;;;
- I discovered that my family actually don't and won't support me on studying Classical due to money crisis.
- I learned that fashion is my true love. My true passion.
- I learned that every humans made mistakes. Even me. Even YOU.
- I discovered that I will turn mad/angry/berserk/aggressive whenever people trying to change into someone I'm not.

I learned and discovered things more than that. It's just...uncountable :'D LOL.
This year is just...indescribable. So many things happened ;_;
Shou's mother tweeted to me and calls me Chie-chan which made me so happy ;_; SO HAPPY.
She made me feel like I am someone to her by calling my first name SDKLGHSLDKG;LKHS;AG
Though she calls her son's fans by their first names but idk it's just made me so happy LOLOL T___T
...fak I'm crying ._.
DANGIT SDKL;G;AHDLGHKS AAAAAAAAAAHHHH ALLALALALLLALALALALALA
Though there IS some bitter moments, I would never forget this year.
So many things happened but I couldn't list it all here LOL

I met wonderful peoples, husbands, friends and inspirations.
I managed to grab the first place in class starting from the first test/exam until finals.
But next year, first place or second place is unnecessary. Marks and grades are.
For those who were always there for me, especially Yue bby, Kuuki, Faith, Lacus, Aika-mama and Iru, thank you ;_;




Anddddddddd I'M GONNA BRAG ABOUT MAH THAT-KUNNN 8DDDD TEHEHEHEHHEHHE
*ahem* EUE LOL
I am glad that I met him :'D seriously.
Some would call me crazy and stupid for liking him too much and calling him my husband/boyfriend blablabla.
But, well, it's better than liking someone you meet everyday in real life ._. You'll get bored with him/her. Maybe it's just me LOL EUE.
I fell for him since the day I found a NicoConcert video on YT where he and the others were singing 'Smiling' together.
And liek, he's the first one to sing. When he started singing, 'Smiling together~' I was like, "OMGHE'SHOT. WHO'STHATWHO'STHATWHO'STHATFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF"
HIS HIS HIS HIS HIS RED CARDIGAN AND THAT SIMPLE T-SHIRT AND AND HIS SIMPLICITY JUST JUST JUST JUST *slapself* made me attracted to him u.u
and people are liek, "OH THAT IS THAT!" and I'm like, "...what ._." and then, "THAT IS THAT!!!" and I went, ".___. you're not helping at a- OHHHHH YOU MEAN HIS NAME IS THAT 8DDDDD sekkushi name daysoo ;D"
And starting on that day, I spend my nights and days searching his mylist, twitter and whatsoever.
Before liking him, I was INTO halyosy (his voice made me LOVEEEE him eue) WHICH IS one of his closest friend and was in the same band 'absorb' and I was like ";SDKLHDSGLAK;ASDGKLH WHATISTHISCOINCIDENCEWRAFAK"
Well I still love halyosy 8D but that-kun is my husbando.
SO LIEK, I stalk him everyday eue through the net eueueueue
Yes. I'm a net stalker. No. Net stalker isn't THAT dangerous like a real life stalker u_u Believe me.
I discovered a lot of things about him since I understand Japanese a bit now ;u ;
He's single and unowned so I'm liek, "YESSSSSSS HE'S MINEEEEEEEE BE-" and then Cappucino came into his life and I went, "._. ...fak."
But I gotta admit, that damn lucky rabbit IS cute u__u;;;
AND AND AND I just have to LOVE his protective side about his brother <3333333333 GYAHA~N
If I'm not mistaken, his brother came to his cafe (whim's) the other day to perform but he didn't even set a namahousou for it 8( Though I'm a bit sad to don't have the chance to see mah brother-in-law's 17-year-old face, BUT D'AWWWWWW that-kun is just being A BROTHER :'D
dsakl;gh;sdglkhsd;gklsh BROTHERLY LOVE GYAHA~N <3

OKAY. I'M DONE ABOUT HIM LOL 8)
//shot




So tomorrow is New Year and my father's birthday :'D lol
SO YEAH 8'DDDDDDDDDDD
Thank you to everyone who reads this nonsense-fangirling-bragging-about-her-stupid-life post :'D
AND SANKYUU FOR MAH FURENSU <333333333333
OH AND please take note that I won't be active next year. For both YT and blogs and FB and tumblr but not twitter ;D LOL

SO, HAPPY NEW YEAR BITCHES 8D
I LOVE YOU GAIS 8) <33333333333333333333333333333333

2011-12-31(Sat)
 
まとめ【ありがとうさよなら、】
So it's New Year's Eve huh ;A ; ...OTL I'll miss you, 2011Only God knows how scared I am to start m
[まっとめBLOG速報]  2012-11-24 08:09

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Keep it up! 

Remember the blog post from last year? You were so scared of 2011 and didn't know what to do... I was trying my best to somehow console you and convince you that 2011 would be an awesome year-

I have to admit... I was scared of 2011 as well. I felt lost and had no idea where I actually was going with my life. Was the path I was walking on the right? Or was I running head over heels into the wrong one without knowing?

All in all, this year has contented lots for us. Complaints, tears, doubts, fears, but also cheers, laughters, joy, hope and love. All hindrances you've feared to meet last year are now all blown away by your own abilities and powers!

I'm very proud of you, Chie-chan. You've developed and have become stronger. You're one step nearer to being one beautiful, refined, strong and wise woman and to your dream, being a fashion designer. :3

You see, you was able to do so this year and will be able to do so next year as well. Let's clear all those hindrances for next year too!


Mama Aika


PS: PB is always with you. And I am as well. If there are any difficulties, please never give up. We believe in you! We love you, Chie-chan. <3
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