ありがとうさよなら、2011。よろしくお願いします、2012。

So it's New Year's Eve huh ;A ; ...
OTL I'll miss you, 2011
Only God knows how scared I am to start my 2012 session ._.
So I'm going to spam about what I learn/discover in 2011 and brag about mah lovely that-kun 8) //SHOT
Seriously u.u

*ahem*

The goods and bads start here:




- I discovered that I can be super emo whenever I see a tear-jerking movies/animes/dramas and I can cry until the next day. Stupid.
- I learned that the closest person to me among of my family members is my younger brother.
- I hate my old self.Trying to be cute everytime and won't be true to self and always depending on others and so weak.
- I discovered that I am scared of the future.
- I discovered that I'm scared of death the most. I went berserk whenever people talk about it.
- I discovered that I'm a paranoia.
- I discovered that I can be really nasty and mean when I'm on my period.
- I discovered that I'll be the happiest whenever I make people happy.
- I learned that love is stupid but the most important thing in our lifes.
- I discovered that mom, actually, wants me to be like my sister though she didn't say anything about it.
- I learned that learning Classical needs to spend a lot of money.
- I discovered that I hate people who is TOO nice.
- I discovered that I am pathetic 8D
- I discovered that I'll be super aggressive and angry whenever people talk bad things about my favorite people (NNDs, friends, family etc).
- I learned that fans are super scary when they are too obsessed about their biases. I'm one of them soo ;D
- I discovered that I have voice and face fetish ;A;
- I discovered that most of my favorite anime/drama characters are wearing glasses and black hair.
- I learned that pianos are fucking expensive ._.
- I discovered that I hate singers who depends on their parents to make themselves popular and not by their own efforts.
- I discovered that I will automatically hate the people my friend hates.
- I discovered that I like when people depend on me.
- I discovered that I hate when a person commented/critics my works if they aren't a professional people.
- I discovered that it's hard to be honest to self.
- I learned that Classical is the most beautiful music in the world. I once hated Classical and orchestras when I was little because I found it very scary and mysterious .___.;;;
- I discovered that my family actually don't and won't support me on studying Classical due to money crisis.
- I learned that fashion is my true love. My true passion.
- I learned that every humans made mistakes. Even me. Even YOU.
- I discovered that I will turn mad/angry/berserk/aggressive whenever people trying to change into someone I'm not.

I learned and discovered things more than that. It's just...uncountable :'D LOL.
This year is just...indescribable. So many things happened ;_;
Shou's mother tweeted to me and calls me Chie-chan which made me so happy ;_; SO HAPPY.
She made me feel like I am someone to her by calling my first name SDKLGHSLDKG;LKHS;AG
Though she calls her son's fans by their first names but idk it's just made me so happy LOLOL T___T
...fak I'm crying ._.
DANGIT SDKL;G;AHDLGHKS AAAAAAAAAAHHHH ALLALALALLLALALALALALA
Though there IS some bitter moments, I would never forget this year.
So many things happened but I couldn't list it all here LOL

I met wonderful peoples, husbands, friends and inspirations.
I managed to grab the first place in class starting from the first test/exam until finals.
But next year, first place or second place is unnecessary. Marks and grades are.
For those who were always there for me, especially Yue bby, Kuuki, Faith, Lacus, Aika-mama and Iru, thank you ;_;




Anddddddddd I'M GONNA BRAG ABOUT MAH THAT-KUNNN 8DDDD TEHEHEHEHHEHHE
*ahem* EUE LOL
I am glad that I met him :'D seriously.
Some would call me crazy and stupid for liking him too much and calling him my husband/boyfriend blablabla.
But, well, it's better than liking someone you meet everyday in real life ._. You'll get bored with him/her. Maybe it's just me LOL EUE.
I fell for him since the day I found a NicoConcert video on YT where he and the others were singing 'Smiling' together.
And liek, he's the first one to sing. When he started singing, 'Smiling together~' I was like, "OMGHE'SHOT. WHO'STHATWHO'STHATWHO'STHATFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF"
HIS HIS HIS HIS HIS RED CARDIGAN AND THAT SIMPLE T-SHIRT AND AND HIS SIMPLICITY JUST JUST JUST JUST *slapself* made me attracted to him u.u
and people are liek, "OH THAT IS THAT!" and I'm like, "...what ._." and then, "THAT IS THAT!!!" and I went, ".___. you're not helping at a- OHHHHH YOU MEAN HIS NAME IS THAT 8DDDDD sekkushi name daysoo ;D"
And starting on that day, I spend my nights and days searching his mylist, twitter and whatsoever.
Before liking him, I was INTO halyosy (his voice made me LOVEEEE him eue) WHICH IS one of his closest friend and was in the same band 'absorb' and I was like ";SDKLHDSGLAK;ASDGKLH WHATISTHISCOINCIDENCEWRAFAK"
Well I still love halyosy 8D but that-kun is my husbando.
SO LIEK, I stalk him everyday eue through the net eueueueue
Yes. I'm a net stalker. No. Net stalker isn't THAT dangerous like a real life stalker u_u Believe me.
I discovered a lot of things about him since I understand Japanese a bit now ;u ;
He's single and unowned so I'm liek, "YESSSSSSS HE'S MINEEEEEEEE BE-" and then Cappucino came into his life and I went, "._. ...fak."
But I gotta admit, that damn lucky rabbit IS cute u__u;;;
AND AND AND I just have to LOVE his protective side about his brother <3333333333 GYAHA~N
If I'm not mistaken, his brother came to his cafe (whim's) the other day to perform but he didn't even set a namahousou for it 8( Though I'm a bit sad to don't have the chance to see mah brother-in-law's 17-year-old face, BUT D'AWWWWWW that-kun is just being A BROTHER :'D
dsakl;gh;sdglkhsd;gklsh BROTHERLY LOVE GYAHA~N <3

OKAY. I'M DONE ABOUT HIM LOL 8)
//shot




So tomorrow is New Year and my father's birthday :'D lol
SO YEAH 8'DDDDDDDDDDD
Thank you to everyone who reads this nonsense-fangirling-bragging-about-her-stupid-life post :'D
AND SANKYUU FOR MAH FURENSU <333333333333
OH AND please take note that I won't be active next year. For both YT and blogs and FB and tumblr but not twitter ;D LOL

SO, HAPPY NEW YEAR BITCHES 8D
I LOVE YOU GAIS 8) <33333333333333333333333333333333

2011-12-31(Sat)
 

メリークリスマス!!

Since it's Christmas, I think I should thank all of my friends for a wonderful year with them :'>
Though I don't celebrate Christmas but...I guess I should join the celebration 8D LOL

So here it goes 8DD

Iru:
Q_Q Oh Iru, only God knows how much I missed you. Even when we have the time to talk to each other, we don't know what to talk about other than, "How are you?" and "How was your day?". And after that, our chat will die immediately 8(. And we're both busy with schools and life. You're handling with your courses while me, worrying about next year's biggest exam. It's been a year and a half since we be friends. We went trough a lot of some small arguments and many laughter and sex 8). I'm glad that I met you :'D liek, seriously. I would go to Turkey if I can eue. And we'll sleep together like there's no tomorrow. Thank you for all the times you spent with me :') *hugsyoulikespongebob*I RABU YOUUUUU EUE *ROGOL*

Faith:
My precious betchhhh B'DDD. I love you ;D. Yeah you saw that. It's true. It's not a dream. LUL u.u. Anyways, we spent Christmas Eve together yesterday andddd YOUR SEXY LEGS 8) BOOOOOBS. ok what ._. um anyways, I met you for a year and a half too. I'm your friend, your sister, your family even your love doctor B'|... You tell me everything that happend in your everyday life and that made me feel like I'm special B'D. Makes me feel that, finally, someone can trust and depend on me. And yes, we fought a lot. Emo-ing here and there. Crying about that and this. I wish I'm there :'D So that I can liek, messes with your hair and dressing you up because I've always wanted a younger sister B'| and what I got is...a male monkey ._. LOL. I envy your close relationship with Jayjay because I will never be that close with that monkey. I envy so many things about you. Your cleverness, your happy-go-lucky side. Everything. But yet, I still love you ;D... Merry Christmas betch *hugsyoulikespongebob*

Lacus:
OHWHYHELLOTHERE, Soraru's wife ;D I wanna say thank you for EVERYTHING you did to me ;_; EVERYTHING. You know about me and my mom's issues and help me from time to time. You support me EVERYTIME. I would kill the ALIEN and give Soraru to you if I'm in Japan 8(. FAKTHATBITCH. You're a very nice person you know that Q_Q. I met you liek, 2 or 3 years ago(?) though we don't talk that much at that time. AND BOOM 8D You started singing and we become closer and closer like we are now ;u; I love you SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH QUQ Thank you for EVERYTHING you've done for me ;u; *hugsyoulikespongebob*

Kuuki:
HEYTHERE BOYFRIENDDDDDDD 8DDDDD *show off the necklace to everyone* EHEHEH- *cough* MERRY CHRISTMAS BBY 8D Thank you for being my closest boyfriend, you're liek, the ONLY guy I trust ;u; (well. apart from my brothers and dad of course LOL). I feel very safe and comfortable whenever I'm in call or around you. If you noticed, the other day when we met at the convention, whenever you approach your guy friends, I will stand behind your back and hide ._. I didn't mean to do that but I automactically did that somehow. Most of the guys at my school know that I don't trust guys and not good with them so they avoid themselves from me. Anyways 8D, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID Q__Q Liek, be there whenever I got emo and patiently understand me when I'm having PMS. It's just...yeah ;u; *hugsyoulikespongebob* ANDYEAHHHH WE SHOULD ACTUALLY TAKE PICTURE TOGETHER B( FAKTHIS.

Zoey:
OHHEYLOOK IT'S OCHA-KUN'S WIFEEEEEEE 8DDDDD. Zoeyyyy <33333 Thank you for everything you did to me ;u ; And all of those times when we're liek, talking about each other's husbands and our weird habits about liking someone in a short period xD You're liek, the cutest friend I've ever had in my life 8'D We don't talk much but, I can feel the BONDSSSS between us 8)) YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT BBY ;D And yes, *gives you Taec* YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENTTTT 8DDD LOL <3333 Come to Malaysia soon bby eue and we'll sleep at Michy's house together LOL 8D I LOVEEEEEEEEEE YOU ;u; *hugsyoulikespongebob*

Penguin Beat members:
The place where everything starts ;__; I would like to thank you guys for EVERTHING. EVERYTHING. Seriously ;__; ... I'm the one who don't talk in convo and the one who always late in giving lines and such. And yet, you guys are still warm and nice to me ;__; KSDGHS;ADKLGSH I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE you guys the most. Seriously. LIEK, omg you guys are liek, my second family QAQ SAKDLFJS I would do something for PB soon B) SD;KGH;SDLKG Merry Christmas everyone ;u ; I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU GUYS LIEK, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH 8'D *hugsyouguyslikespongebob*

Lucy, Gulru, Lemon:
Aahhhh these guys :'D Merry Christmas Lucy, Gulru and Lemon eue! Thank you for everything you guys did to me eue. Lucy, I adore your accent liek *///A///* YEAHHHH, GULRU 8DDDDD HIJAB PARTNERS *///A///*)!! YOU'RE SO PRETTY I JUST CAN'T LKASDG;SDLKG AHHHH <333333333333! Lemonieeeeeeeeeeeeee eue, LOL I was liek, your fan xDD and I am now, your friend :'D and apart of the FamryTree members. What I like about these three are Lucy and Gulru's friendship. It's just TOO CUTE and TROLL IDE <333 and Lucy and Lemonie's RABU FOR EACH OTHER DAYSOO <333 These three are just too epic to describe XD. I LOVE YOU GUYS ;___; *hugsyouguyslikespongebob*

Ian:
Ahhhh man ;___; and I thought I AM the only one who wanna be friends with you again OTL... I'm sorry too for what I've did to you. It's just, I'm THAT harsh to guys. I can't be nice. I don't know why ;__; But I would love to be friends again with you OTL... ;__; I'm sorry and Merry Christmas Ian *hugsyoulikespongebob*


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2011-12-25(Sun)
 

LUL HELLO AGAIN MY DEAR BLOG 8D

LOLHEYYYYYYYY 8DDDDD
I'm back B'D
...
I hope 8(

so uh 8D
I'll be spamming and bragging about my 2011 life on New Year's Eve EUE
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
yeahhhh...
OH AND MERRY CHRISTMAS 8D
I LOVE YOU GUYS WHO READ MY STUPID NONSENSE 8DDDDD
*hugs you guys like Spongebob* EUEUEUEUE
I RABU YOU 8)





I don't want this year to end.

2011-12-25(Sun)
 
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